Saturday, December 18, 2010

PEDRO IS OUR PRECIOUS NEIGHBOR


This is Pedro. His family lives here in Ajijic. They are indigenous to this area. He is our neighbor. His family has been coming to Lake Chapala to visit their buried ancestors long before those north of the border arrived. We can thank them for sharing their beautiful lake with us by buying their bead work to give to a friend for Christmas.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

ARTE+AJIJIC AND PREVIEWS OF OUR WONDERFUL NEW ART PROJECTS












DO NOT MISS ARTE+AJIJIC. We will be their with our newest and finest work ready do show it off and make it easy for you to buy as Xmas presents on your master card or visa. We will be there hoping to see you, along with 99 other artists also showing off their work. OUCH! It is going to be an exciting time with music and dancing, food and revelry, contests and awards and slick, colorful catalogs featuring all of the artists FREE after paying only a 50 peso entry. Ajijics fairgrounds next to Salvadores,--dates—SEE YOU THERE!

On our attachment is a preview of our exciting new work. We would like to know what you think of it.

VERANDA VISTAS—I designed these Large Panels to give your home a quiet softness

These lovely tropical vistas as seen from interior spaces have been woven by my weaver Maestro Francisco on a primitive ancient loom in our studio. They are constructed using the wools we hand dyed in the street in front of our gallery from the latest fade proof dyes from the United States. WE used our collection of metallics and intense acrylics as accents.


Thursday, November 11, 2010






























Day of the Dead (Dia De La Cruz) in Mezcala, Mexico taken in 2003 -- the impetus for my contiuning multi-generational on indigenous cultures. As you can see by my advanced size it was a period in time that I got carried away by eating too many marshmallows.

The Case for Mexican Marshallows

A day before my big yearly event, Marshmallows and Music, promoted as an old fashioned marshmallow roast and gallery opening I ran into a glitch. My friend said to me, “Janice, you must have American marshmallows, those Mexican ones won’t get soft roasted on the bonfire. They just won’t do. ”

“Good, grief,” I cried.” I can’t go all the way to Guadalajara at this late date!” Well, I didn’t have to. To my relief they had them at good old Super Lake, in the pudding department, right next to the pink and white Mexican “Maravillosos.” I bought 6 bags of Kraft America’s Favorite jet puffed marshmallows at 55 pesos a bag and also threw in 3 bags of Maravillosos {Mexican Marshmallows} into my cart at 100 pesos a bag, just in case I ran out.

“Are we going to have S’Mores? “ I have such wonderful memories of eating S’Mores before a bonfire.” Jill pleaded. “Me too” her friend replied”. I would give anything to make a S’More just one more time.” At the last minute I went back to Super Lake and found giant Hershey bars in the candy department. I bought a gross, the graham crackers were generic and sprinkled with cinnamon, but I knew they would do. 480 pesos later I returned back to our Live/Work gallery, broke.

I hired Lola from next door to be in charge of the bonfire in the street so I could greet guests in the Gallery. I asked her in and gave her a S’More making demonstration before the gas burner at the kitchen stove. She smacked their lips in approval on tasting the samples, so I offered her some more. In my very best Spanish I explained that the Maravillosos were for back up only. She listened intently and told me I could trust her to be completely in charge.

Later, as I was hosting the party inside the gallery I heard Max Bird Shriek. As I ran outside I saw Jill flyer throw her S’More in the garbage. Walking over to the bonfire to investigate I became aware that Lola had been making these from the back up Mexican marshmallows that had no squash. I saw an obliging guest attempting to take a bite whose mouth simply could not navigate the thick sandwich concoction. Rushing over to the bonfire, much to Lola’s dismay, I removed the remaining bags of Maravillosos. I replaced them with those from the United States that were jet puffed. I wondered why they did not make jet puffed ones in Mexico.

In defense of Mexican marshmallows, I can say that they lack a lot of downsides. Later in the evening, with the guests all back home, the neighborhood children gathered at the fire. They delighted in the way the American “mallows” went up in flame and waved them in the air like sparklers. Lola’s granddaughter scorched her fingertips as she pulled a burning mallow off her stick removing only the burnt outer layer. Another child grabber it from her and stuck what was left on the stick back into the fire and burnt his tongue licking it off. There was also a little girl that had a glob stuck in her pony tail.

The following morning, unpacking the leftovers, I found a bag of jet puffed marshmallows in the bottom of the box. They were squashed and melted together. The Maravillosos packed next to it looked exactly as they had when I bought them. After removing charred marshmallows from the soles of my shoes and cleaning up the mess they made tracked unnoticed across the gallery floors, I went over to pay Lola. She was apologetic about the S’Mores mix up. “If you had to choose between a jet puffed and a Mexican marshmallow, what would you choose?” I asked her. “We do not like American mallows here in Mexico,” she replied.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

AZTEC STUDIOS MARSMALLOWS & MUSIC ON THURSDAY, OCT. 28TH AT 7:00 P.M.

Old fashioned bonfire in the street and gallery tours and exhibition. This is one of Janice's paintings that will be on display along with a retrospective of a large collection of handwoven original tapestries. All of the work in this collection has been made in these studios. Everyone is welcome to see our new 1,000 sq. ft. area now all on the first floor. Wine and botanas, come as you are or dress up or dress down. We will be delighted to see you. Thanks, Janice and Francisco.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Dance of the Old Men Tapestry


Dance of the Old Men/Tapestry

Adolescents nervously waiting their turn to perform, They are dressed in men's white shirts and embroidered tortilla cloths. Their heads are bedecked with tissue paper pompons and ribbon draped sombreros. It is a large 3' by 4' acrylic on wool. Artist: Janice Kimball, Weaver: Teo Urzua.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Saving the Wild Orchids

By Janice Kimball



The array of flowering color plants — from dahlias to caladium and roses to impatiens — at this roadside nursery in San Juan Cosalá reminds me of the "flower lady's" Detroit gardens.

I was once known as the "flower lady" basking in the weekend summer sunlight on the stairs leading to my wrap-around porch. I reaped sweet satisfaction relishing the flowers I had planted and nurtured.

The plans for other, and perhaps even more glorious, flower gardens gave me the bright spot necessary to ward off the stark winters in the historical district of Woodbridge where I lived, in Detroit's inner city.

I waited for the first snowy weekend and then headed out to purchase the finest in leftover spring bulbs — $800 dollars worth of tulip bulbs purchased for a fraction of that price. I planted them on a freezing day — digging late into the night under the headlights of my old Cherokee, vibrating with elation and exhaustion.

The huge bloom the following spring, with purity of backlit color embanked along the sides of the serpent-like grass path that wound through the front yard was stunning. That spring, for sure I lived up to my name.

That winter I was teaching art in a student at-risk program near Belle Isle, once the Grande Dame of inner city parks, but, by then in despair. Saddened by children's eyes that took on the desolate gray of the sky I started escaping at lunchtime by crossing the ornate, decaying Belle Isle Bridge to drive past abandoned buildings and haunting fountains.

The park patrols guarded me as I munched big Macs among the snowdrifts, my defroster blasting. Then, I noticed a truck parked behind what I had presumed was the abandoned observatory. When the director stepped out of the building, I begged for a peek inside.

The domed atrium, once imposingly fit for a palace, was home to a very fine collection of orchids. I was introduced to each orchid by name and then given their history and lineage, as if they were royalty. The director explained that the conservatory collection only included cultivated orchids.


(Left:) In the depths of miserable winter I discovered the beauty of this building in the once lovely inner city Detroit park, Belle Isle. (Right:) My next discovery was the rainbow of blooming orchids inside and the collection's director who introduced me to the world of these exotic blooms.


During one of many return visits, he was adamant, saying, "I will never own a live thing that was once growing wild. Orchids that are free are not like the cultivated gorgeous creatures in here stripped of their tongues and in bondage. They may appear to be like a country cousin — until you experience them, fluttering about in the treetops, their life substance being drawn from pure air."

Those orchids helped me through my last winter in Detroit. Giving up my cornerstone house in the historical district, where I was a slave to the Victorian, restored my passion. I explained to the street people for whom I'd been an advocate that I had to move where, like the wild orchids, I could bloom. They were the only ones that understood. I knew they would miss me and that the ancient Catalpa tree with its orchid pink blossoms would know I wasn't sitting under it when summertime came.


These small lavender blooms once grew wild on the mountains above Lake Chapala.

With my precarious health and my caged pet, Construction Cat, I boarded the airplane for Guadalajara leaving all else behind in search of a new beginning.

We happily settled in at Lake Chapala with a new garden — one with almost no season if you had enough water; this garden could simulate spring most of the year. I was standing in my courtyard on the fringes of Chapala counting bananas when I had my first encounter with Jalisco's silky lavender wild orchids. An unkempt man came walking in my gate with a clump of them in each fist, shaking them in the air as if they were rattles.

"Muy bonitos orchidias para ti," (very pretty orchids for you,) he chanted. "Muy baratos, dos para una, especialamente para la señoras jardin." (Very cheap, two for one, especially for the lady's garden.)

I shielded my eyes from the sight, remember the words of the director and murmuring, "No, please no." He headed to the neighboring houses, following in the heels of the topsoil salesman, a man in distemper leading his old mule, from which I bought plenty — while still in ignorance that it had been stripped from under the trees in the wild.

Visiting a neighbor, I noticed clumps of orchids tied to a tree; I was transfixed by the sight of them. The owner said that the orchids were there when she moved in. I heard that explanation many more times, as the raising of consciousness regarding the protection of wildlife began to take a foothold in Mexico.

I went back recently to that neighbor to photograph that cluster of orchids for this article but they hadn't survived. I discovered that these poached orchids rarely do.

In 2001, the federal government passed a law making the cutting, or the removal of orchids in the wild illegal. Soon after they began to enforce stiff penalties. After that, the Orchid salesman did not come down the street again, and later I heard the old man who hawked poached topsoil from his decrepit mule died, it was his time.


(Left:) I visited several local nurseries to snap pictures of blooming hybrid orchids. This is the graceful entry to Flora Exotica on the corner across from Walmart. (Right:) These pink orchids were flourishing, along with beauties in shades and combinations of yellow, white, and purple in Granja la Paz, the large nursery on the highway west of Ajijic.


Over the ten years I've lived at Lakeside, I have seen incredible growth in all areas. I find today's viveros (nurseries) particularly exciting. When I feel restless, I head out to visit my favorites, basking in their flowers.

The nurseries are the place to buy orchids for your garden; they sell hybrids that will survive, and thrive if kept moist while making sure their roots do not drown from over watering.

For less than you would pay for cut orchids up north, you can buy real plants here, exquisite in every detail, in a myriad of mood and form and so many combinations of waxed and silken colors. Let them sell you a little bag of fertilizer to take home and you will be a happy Gringo.


(Left:) Be sure to stop in and talk to Karina at Viveros del Lago, the nursery on the highway in Ajijic, next to the Telmex office. They have a lovely display of orchids. (Right:) The orchids at "the Japanese nursery" (Granja la Paz) are scattered through the displays of other potted plants.


The end of the orchid poaching era is almost here, but not quite. The tail end of this saga can often be seen in front of Ajijic's Farmacia Guadalajara. The man that once stood in my garden shaking his handfuls of wild orchids with glee now spends his days there, wandering the parking lot with shame written in his footprints. I looked away as I head into the store to use the ATM, not wanting to encounter his wares of snatched orchid clumps, clamped between slabs of bark, suitable for placement on the kitchen table.

He dodges the cars going in and out and is no longer allowed to sell on the public streets or in the plaza. Attention has been drawn to his activities by The Guadalajara Reporter periodicals and he is no longer popular.

These days he is unpalatable and unbathed, legs wobbling beneath him like rubber. His eyes stare off into nowhere, as if covered by faded film. He arrives each day propped up on one arm by his fresh scrubbed portly wife. She looks strangely displaced, especially from the rear, reminiscent of a Midwestern farmwoman in her scalloped straw hat, imported from China, bedecked with artificial posies.

I asked permission to photograph the couple as they sat on the curb. She became hostile as he explained that he had let a newspaper woman photograph him, and now he was in trouble and had to go to Guadalajara, and could not understand why. She told me I either had to buy an orchid plant or leave. I left with apologies for my intrusion.


(Left:) It's really easy to forgo the wonders of the wild poached orchids being sold in local parking lots when you can purchase legal plants from helpful local nursery owners. (Right:) Look at these beautiful orchids tucked into an assortment of other blooming plants.


They pass my studios on their way to Ajijic. I took out my camera to shoot them on the sly, but that feels as wrong to me as snatching orchids from the wild.

I was fortunate to have my botanical consciousness raised before I retired to the land of wild orchids. Never did I dream I would be living on the shores of a lake, surrounded by an extinct volcano, below the forest whose heights harbored communities of wild orchids swaying in the breeze — some of the orchids that Belle Isles man had described to me a lifetime ago.

After several failed trips into the wilds of the high Sierras, my health always betraying me, I have altered my dream to see orchids blooming in the wild. I will be with them in their wild habitat, but it will be from within the confines of a hot air balloon or a glider. I will toss sheets of music, or maybe someone else will toss my ashes, to flutter down among them in the breeze. In the meantime the local nurseries with their magnificent cultured orchids will sustain me.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

My Shower Buddies









These are my two friends, Isabella and Elliot looking out the bathroom window, greeting the day as I take a shower. They are the sweetest cats and are a part of Aztec Studios.

Stop by and give us a visit, we've got a lot of excitement going on now with dying of wool and great specials on tapestries.


Thursday, July 29, 2010

This Week's Special!!!




Very intricate original hand woven tapestry. Pre-Hispanic image possibly representing the reincarnation of a royal child representing a diety. Note that the image is speaking. Rich ribbon colors in colorfast acrylics, cotton and metalics on national warm warp. Penecilla and border in purple and white. This is a large 3 by 3 foot piece that was originally 4,500 pesos -- this week's special, 2,500 pesos.




Aztec Art Studios on the lateral of the main highway at Calle Rio Bravo, 1 mile west of Ajijic. We're open 10:30 a.m. to 5:30 p.m., Tuesday through Friday.

Friday, July 23, 2010

ART TALK by Janice Kimball

"What is the price of that painting?", she asked me as her husband and I held it up on their living room wall. I was blindsided, just stood there balanced on a chair, it seemed like forever, as they looked up inquiringly. I had never before been asked "the price" for one of my paintings, although I certainly put "prices" on my work. The words have always been "How much," like; "How much is that doggie in the window, the one with the waggly tail?" Not like, "What is the price of that doggie," as if he was stuffed.

As she smiled anxiously and he good naturedly tottered with his half of the heavy painting, this is what went on in my mind. It is a very good painting, yet one from an earlier series. I was budgeting to have professionally over framed, so I can save money by not having to do that. I built our studio with no closets, and now the good-sized storage room is Francisco's bedroom so not having to store this painting would help the crunch. This painting is oversized and does not stack well with the others; it is also just a little too heavy for me to lift and I hate asking for help. This is a couple on a budget decorating their new nest; they are very sociable and enthusiastic, and if they buy the painting, my work will be out there, getting exposure. This was the painting she loved when she first saw it in the gallery and the colors work perfectly in their home. I want to give them the lowest price possible on this painting.

So, what is the lowest price? If you are to be respected as a serious artist you can't go below a certain price line when selling your work. This was the price I was trying to establish in my head as I stood there. How would I feel about another established artist selling a mature painting of this size for below this price. Will selling at this price devaluate quality art that already has incredibly low south of the border prices? I looked at the piece I was holding through the eyes of another artist. At what price could I sell it and still maintain their respect as an artist?

The price of a piece of art is completely separate from its value. You cannot put a price on something intangible unless it ha been made into a product. For example, what price would you put on listening to a bird's song, or on that painting that captured a feeling, a concept, that spoke to you, that was created, not one of many on an art studio assembly line, but only this one time?

There is no way I could ever be truly adequately paid for my art, for each piece is a creation of a lifetime. I do not even expect to receive any sort of fair hourly compensation.

I have earned my living consulting and teaching art, but selling what I create has never supported me. Never in a life without the connections to become a star; it has to be that way, or I would just be painting commercially - making saleable products.

Ask Janice for bargain prices on hand-woven pre-Hispanic tapestries through August at Aztec Studios on the lateral of the main highway at Calle Rio Bravo, 1 mile west of Ajijic. We're open 10:30 a.m. to 5:30 p.m. Tuesday through Friday.

Monday, July 19, 2010

ART TALK by Janice Kimball

I hate the connection at the Dallas airport so much that I only visit my family in Detroit every few years. I thought I would have a stroke the last time I hefted heavy suitcases off the conveyor belt and raced to customs in order to make my connecting flight. I swore I would never, ever check baggage again. My lust for American-bought art materials, however, has pre-empted that solution.
I have since developed a system that works for me. I bought a huge wheeled-duffle bag and put my empty regular suitcase inside of it for the trip to Detroit. Since they are both empty, I can pull them alng with the cords of the duffle bag as I make my was through customs. I cram the personal clothing and toiletries that are essential for my trip into my carryon bag.

On the flight home to Guadalajara, my luggage will be checked straight through. My carryon will contain 20 pounds of art books (yes, the wheels of my carryon are getting wobbly). The duffle bag will be full of novelty yarns not available in Mexico. They'll be used to create even more exciting tapestries woven on the Spanish colonial looms at Aztec Studios. The suitcae I'll fill with new painting mediums and colors available in the United States, along with exciting pastel sticks sandwiched between the clothes I originally had in my carryon.

Starting a year before my trip, I get so excited making lists of the art materials I'll purchase that it sometimes eclipses thoughts of reunion with my family. What does that say about me as an artist? Nothing, but it sure says a lot about my compulsion. Remember the old axiom, "Do as I say, not as I do"? Well, that certainly applies here.

The reality is that as we grow as artists, our work also grows. If the work is not growing, it is because the artist is not growing. Yes, we will create work that is ever more exciting when I return from the states, but it is not the materials I bring back that causes that. It would naturally happen anyway, artists build on what we learned from our previous work. This is what separates art from craft.

With craft the execution gets finer with time, although the ideas remain the same. With the purchase of yet more and varied materials, we are addressing the issue of execution, not ideas. The ideas separate the sheep from the goats in fine art; they are far more elastic and are infinite in the act of creation.

It is useless to wait to accumulate the right materials in order to create. Creation is done with the mind. It does not even need a product, however the product is validation. As a metaphor, visualize standing in front of a sunset painting and experience that mood; standing in front of a real sunset gives validation. It is something that can be shared.

Communication and validation is what innately inspires an artist to create a product. The assumed need to acquire the latest materials is therefore, I believe, largely cultural. If you come from a culture whose wheels are driven by its humans' need for acquisition, try to set that aside. Create today by what is available here, what can be bought at the local stationary or hardware stores, or hopefully well-stocked art supply store.

Believe me when I tell you, anything more is for your own aesthetic enjoyment. It will not make you a better artist.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Fantastic Price Reduction to our Friends

Our friend, Gatito Elliot recommends that you get a running start on the sale of the Pre-Hispanic tapestries that were on display at Lake Chapala Society this spring.

Francisco, Max Bird and I would love to show them to you and share the great prices.



Thursday, July 1, 2010

Gentle Tidings





He sat at the entrance smoking, sorting out his mind in peaceful ways as new spring freshness fills the air. My son is on vacation from a Detroit group home for Veterans who had faltered. His most profound memory from visiting his mom is how each Mexican greeted him as they passed by on the lateral in front of our gallery.

Back home he is not observed smoking on the group home's back porch by those whose property values consume them.

God bless Mexico and God bless my friends who live in this highland sierras of eternal spring where my son can come and experience the warmth of being equal in a land of gentle tidings.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Aztec Studio Update




Hi All,

The rains have brought the cool, calm, and relaxing air to all of us. We have rushed around here at the gallery and are finishing up our remodeling and uplift, and are making plans for our next big attack on making this is an exciting place where you can see and bring your friends to watch Francisco and Max and myself doing better and better stuff for your home.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Gold Coiners of the Sierra Madre

By Janice Kimball, M.F.A.



I immediately recognized the beaded detail on the waist of this dancer. I'd seen him in a recent ceremonial dance.

Have you ever tried to play the game, "Cooties," with missing parts or been on a wild goose chase?

The men of western Mexico's Sierra Madre do something similar when they go hunting for lost treasure, just beyond the mountains that rise above the picturesque village of Ajijic on the north shore of a high volcanic lake.

"Gold coin fever" is a men's tradition and those secrets are not disclosed to the uninitiated, and particularly not to the women. I learned about this tradition in a roundabout way.

A while back, unfamiliar men began to slip in and out of our art studios during working hours; my partner, Teo, continued to weave. They conferred with him, confidentially, as he threw the shuttle, then just as quickly they were gone.

One Saturday a dashing indigenous dancer in full costume slipped into our space, a feather tucked behind one ear. I was lounging in a low chair knotting the fringe on a finished tapestry. When I looked up I saw his beaded waist piece and recognized it from a "Save the Lake" ritual I had experienced.

He cleared his throat. "Teo needs your permission to join our dance troupe." he said with a slight shuffle. I looked up, and was caught speechless as he told me how blue my eyes are, I was blinded by his fetching smile. Teo, whose vocabulary does not include the word "no," had sent the dancer to me, confident that I would agree if this charmer asked. Meanwhile Teo continued weaving, his hopes, and confidence ill placed.

I remembered that this dancer had also been one of the young hopeful males standing at the perimeter of Teo's group of old men at a granddaughter's quinceñera (15th birthday fiesta), hoping to be included. I'd wondered then, why this young man so desired to be part of these old men. I realized now that I was his opportunity to get close to them, yet instinctively knew it could also be an opportunity for me.

The dancer took advantage of my long pause at the surprise of his request to advance Teo's cause and asked another question. "Can you dance?" he asked. "Of course," I replied, not remembering my arthritis.


Lake Chapala dominates this area. (Left:) The dogs of Teo's cousin enjoy frolicking at the edge of the water. (Right:) No matter where we look, there are lovely views. Here we're looking toward Ajijic on the north shore.


My blush-tinged pale face stared at him, as he told me how glorious I would look in a revealing Pre-Hispanic costume. I gazed at him through eyes that have faded little despite my more than 65 years and enjoyed another moment of fantasy before I told him that Teo and I would both love to be part of his group.

Teo unwittingly went along with this pretext until he discovered the dancing was after his bedtime, but not before he promised to provide the entire dance troupe with feathers for their headdresses in momentary flush of enthusiasm.

The following morning we drove to San Cristóbal, a fishing village on the far shore of Lake Chapala to visit Julio and another cousin, Hector, who had just returned from the states after spending the last 30 years of his life working in the fields of California. The reverie between them was such that you would think no one had ever left.


(Left:) Julio's wife prepares a lakeside fire so she can cook fish for us. (Right:) We had a good time with Julio, his wife, and Hector who had just returned from the states.


The three happily visited under Julio's fishing shack of reeds and discarded Venetian blinds hanging askew while Julio's wife prepared to roast fish over an open fire. I took my customary walk. I looked forward to these times, walking the lakeshore alone, turning in where the goats are penned, walking the lane toward the old church, observing the village, unnoticed.

When I was just about to give a tortilla to the goat appealing to me at the fence, Teo came after me, wanting to head home. I barely had time to say goodbye to Teo's cousins as he dragged me out. We left so quickly that Julio's fishbone eating perros still playing on the fringe of the water, didn't have time to do their customary shake off. This time we weren't drenched with water for the ride home. I turned the truck back around on the beach, at Teo's insistence, and we left.


(Left:) The goat in San Cristobal was anxious to share my treats. (Right:) There's nothing like having time to walk along the edge of Lake Chapala.


In a surprise move, Teo anxiously directed me to drive up and down the rutted one-lane dirt streets of San Cristobal, speaking rapidly in an indecipherable Spanish that he knew I could not understand. He jumped out periodically, and engaged in long, animated conversations with everybody he saw, while I spent half the day waiting, wondering what was going on in my camioneta (small truck) with the air conditioning running.

His only explanation to me was more gibber jabber. More than a little irritated, I informed him that the next time he wanted to come to his old barrio (neighborhood) he could take a bus, which, indeed the very next Sunday he did, on the pretext of finding feathers. He dressed up in a white shirt and his new sombrero. He actually looked quite fine standing at the bus stop. I knew something was up.

I removed my stained tee shirt, donned a red silk dress and headed for my Unitarian Church activities, prepared to be among the enlightened people of my culture.


(Left:) My partner, master weaver, Teo, agreed to become a member of a dance troupe as part of the intrigue that arose from the men's secret plans to search for gold in the mountains. (Right:) Meanwhile I donned a dress and headed off to share time with other foreigners in Ajijic.


He returned that evening full of himself, wide eyed, with one hand on his hip, the other clutching a handful of broken peacock feathers. As I curiously questioned him, he blurted out that he had been at a very important meeting. He told me with great animation that this meeting was going to change the course of our very lives.

"Hmm, and who else was at this meeting?" I asked. "My cousin Hector, and, his grandfather." Teo was shouting and leaping in the air with excitement. My instincts peaked and I carefully considered the best line of questioning.

"And where was this meeting?" I asked. "In the Panteón de San Cristóbal (San Cristobal cemetery). Hector's grandfather told us where a big cache of gold coins are buried."

Teo pointed and I followed his gesture, looking up into the Sierras that ascended a short distance away. "Near the bandits' camp, where they buried it before they escaped just after the Mexican Revolution," he said resolutely. He went on at length before he was able to contain himself. Teo spilled a lot of beans before he clammed up, remembering I was a woman and that he was sworn to secrecy.

It appeared that the cemeteries here in Mexico are even more interesting than I had realized. I've always known they are fascinating places; the Ajijic Panteon is almost my neighbor. Mexican cemeteries are living places, drenched in sweetness and secrets, with twinges of theatre and amplified macabre.

Now I was learning, and confirmed with further observance soon after, that the panteones are also meeting places for the men. In November I had innocently participated in the admiration and fawning the women make over the incredibly beautiful decorations on family gravesites on the Day of the Dead. The beauty of those adornments is a source of pride, and a display of love for those departed, yet somehow not dead. After all, as I've learned, only those who are not remembered are truly dead.


(Left:) Mexico's cemeteries are a riot of color on the Day of the Dead. (Right:) Local musicians perform for the living and the dead during Day of the Dead festivities.


Now I realized as I'd never noticed before, that only the women and children stand around the gravesites during these celebrations. The men stand in clusters against cemetery walls, speaking of dreams of success, and hopes of riches.

"Were you talking about finding the gold coins?" I asked Teo as we walked home. "Can I go to search for them, too?' I asked, knowing full well the word "No" is not in his vocabulary.

I discovered that truckloads of men, young and old take off for the mountains before daybreak on Sundays after the foliage has dried up and the snakes go underground, and a wild boar or coyote can be seen at a small distance. They go before the Easter celebrations, a time when wives and girlfriends put up the least resistance, as for a few weeks the men will no longer be seen on precious Sundays when their families gather. During that time if you see a truckload of men speeding along in the wee hours on a Sunday, you will know where they are headed.

They stop near Jocotepec and rent an ancient, well-used metal detector. They joke about it, as it seems they either detect everything or nothing. The group is in luck if there is a rabid gold coin hunter among them, one who is not secretly jaded. The new guy might have gone to Guadalajara on Saturday afternoon to rent a good metal detector; he'll have to return it by the time the store opens on Monday so the group only has to pay one day's rent.

The men stop by a roadside store each buying tortillas, or maybe a lonche (Mexican-style submarine sandwich) and some bananas, then pool the rest of the money in their pockets to buy as many cans of beer as possible. Those they'll drink at sunset, after their climb down from the mountain, exhausted, and with their clothing shredded into tatters by the rocks.

I know about these traditions because at my insistence, I had been invited along. I had visions of seeing the giant trees I had heard about, and maybe a wild boar or fox. At the last minute we made a wise decision, and Teo and I followed the main group in my pickup. It was a long, rough and exhausting drive over forbidding terrain following the other men into the high Sierras. The shocks had long since been destroyed in the truck I was following. I watch with concern the younger men in the back of the truck being ruthlessly tossed around like so many sacks of potatoes.

I tried to take my mind off their torture as we listened to "Rocky Mountain High "on the stereo. Teo dozed in his cozy seat beside me. When we arrived at the end of the road, the bunch in the lead truck all jumped out, unloaded the metal detector, too heavy for two men to carry, various bars, picks and shovels, and, of course backpacks to carry out the gold coins.

The terrain was rough and they headed straight up the face of the mountain. "How long before we reach the hideout," I said after walking a few hundred yards. The men just smiled.

It was about at that point that I realized I barely had enough energy left to drive back home, and needed to leave — soon. As I drove, I ate my banana and a bag of bean tacos.

Back at home, wiping the salsa off my face, I went straight back to bed and fell asleep thinking of alternate plans to join in the adventure. I dreamt of talking orchids, lips wavering in the breeze, and of foxes winking as they very curiously observed us, in all of our strangeness.

We are the blessed, embraced by the incredible verdant forest that rises up, just beyond us, those of us lucky enough to live on the shores of Lake of Chapala.